Halfway Home

Hello beautiful people,



It's been about a month since I last checked in (4 weeks to be exact), so I thought I'd fill you in on my life as of lately.


First of all, I should address the looming questions that keeps getting thrown at me and how I feel about them.

"Have you picked your return date yet?"
"What day would you like to return?"
"Whoa, only 4 months left! You scared?"


"No"
"Never"
"Is this even a valid question?... Of course!"


My sixth months in Denmark has come and gone, and I am quickly approaching the dreaded 7 month mark. The thought of it is more terrifying than anything I have ever encountered before. There are multiple reasons for my fear. 1. It means I have to go home. 2. Going home means leaving all my wonderful friends and my three families. 3. Danish is a pretty cool language, and I know for a fact that not many people speak it in Alaska.. which makes me sad.

So there you have it. The three, boldly marked reasons why I have nightmares about plane tickets and return dates. Of course I am looking forward to seeing my family and friends, but I feel a bit torn. I am living in a world right now where I am (for the most part) independent, able to make my own (smart) decisions, and most importantly, spending every day in a completely different culture than I was brought up in ( which I LOVE). The thing that scares me most attaining the ability to somehow mash these two worlds together: 16 year old Mari who wears denim jeans everyday and still relies on Mom to cook something for her,
and almost 17 year old Mari (yes, that's really happening) who has adopted many of her own character traits/different styles simply because living abroad has challenged her to do so, and who cooks dinner every Tuesday night for the family. Is that even possible?

I know what you're thinking: I should probably just forget about all this and appreciate the moments I have left.. but it's coming sooner than I think I realize. I hope that sometime between now and July 20th (the dreaded estimated return date; because "never" isn't actually marked on the calendar.. Weird, right?) I can somehow wrap my head around all this and find a way to have some peace of mind.


Anyway, my life has been pretty busy. I spend a lot of my time with the lovely Sarah Aaen, doing various things like sophisticatedly sipping carmel macchiatos in the city, casually blowing all our money on clothes we want but probably don't need, watching romantic comedies until we fall asleep, and basically just spending as much time as we can soak up before I leave. I am so lucky to have found my best friend on exchange, and I refuse to think about having to go a day without seeing her. I am actually secretly contemplating trying to fit her in my suitcase.. but more on that later.

Besides spending time with Sarah, I also play basketball with a coed team in Silkeborg. It's just for fun, but it's also been really fantastic because I have been able to meet a lot of great people from it.

I mentioned above that I have to cook every Tuesday night for my host family. I am very grateful for that because it has taught me so much! I now feel comfortable enough to cook for more people than just myself, which I'm sure my mom will love when I get home.

Speaking of my host family, I switch families for the last time this weekend. Yet another realization of just how fast this year is going by…. When I look back to when I changed host families last time, I feel like I am looking into someone else's life. How could that be me? I feel so different now. I know I have changed so much; grown in fact. And I can't thank all the people who have been here for me enough for that. My three wonderful host families, class 1t (especially the beautiful Juline), the other lovely exchange students, my Rotary club, and various other great people I have encountered these past months. I guess I should just enjoy these moments.. what else can I do?

Thanks for reading

xoxo fra Danmark

Change

It's me again,


This post won't necessarily be about the events of this past week, but more of a comfort to me and my struggles. You see, writing makes me feel so much better, and it helps to lay out exactly what I am thinking. What am I thinking about now? Change.



Someone very close to me told me yesterday that I have changed. It made me question whether change is a good thing or bad thing.. The way it was told to me to me yesterday was that it was a bad thing. Changing from my old self into what I am today.. I am a different girl than I was 5 months ago. My opinions are different, the way I think is different. But is that really a bad thing? Do I really think that the "old me" is better than who I am today?

The answer is no.

I have realized that there is no 'old me' or a 'new me'… I am still Mari, I have just grown up. I voice my opinions now, I am not afraid to tell people what's on my mind. I have learned to communicate my feelings in a way that most people can appreciate and understand. I have learned to accept others' differences, and I have even taken on learning a completely new language; to become a part of another culture. Why do we always think change is a bad thing? Change is inevitable. Just look at the clothes you wore a year ago. Do you still wear them? Is your hair the same? Your house? I bet there is something different. Added or lost, it is still change. There is no way around it, so the best thing to do is accept that things will never be exactly the same as they were. We as human beings are a changing species; that's the way it's always been and always will be. Look at the good that's come with change. We as a whole are more open minded than we were a 100 years ago. We are (for the most part) a more accepting race, and therefore the world is a better place to live in. One thing that exchange has taught me is that you have to roll with the punches. Nothing is good or bad; just different.  Yes, I've changed. And so have you. I love who I am, flaws and all. Going on exchange was the best  decision I have ever made, and if it's changed me, then so be it. Never again will I think any type of change is a bad thing.. No matter what has happened, it makes you who you are, and there is always the same amount (or maybe even more) room for positive change than negative change. If there's anyone out there reading this right now, I hope you're reminded that no one can use 'you've changed' to put you down. Don't take it negatively; because it is true. Take it as a compliment, because chances are you're more wise and experienced in life than you were a year ago.

I have six more months in Denmark, and I bet you anything that I will grow from now until then. And you know what? I'm excited to see what these months will turn me into. I am ready to embrace the changes that will occur.. And I will know all the while that only I can decided whether it is good or bad.


So here's to change.

Thanks for reading 

xoxo fra Danmark

Oh, Nostalgia..

hej igen,


This last week was officially my 5 months in Denmark.. that means that half of my exchange is over. How can this be? It seems just like yesterday I was finding out my country…


I think this is rather fitting to talk about because the new outbound exchange students from my district back home are getting ready to find out their countries for this next year. Looking back, I feel so much different than I used to be.

I remember sitting in my polka dot dress, nervously twisting the ring on my finger wondering where I could possibly end up in the year 2014. Well, here I am in the glorious country that is Denmark, and I can honestly tell you I never want to leave. Personally,  I know I have changed. I believe I have become more openminded and adventurous, and of course more independent. Where would I be without Denmark? I could well possibly be back in Palmer, Alaska, doing the same old things I've always done; the only difference being that I would be just a little older.

But instead, I am speaking a language I had actually never heard spoken until a year ago. I wouldn't be riding trains, traveling to different countries like Sweden and Germany with 3 families that will now always be a  part of my heart. It is incredible to me how fast these 5 months have gone by… I have already made life long friends, been through my fair share of struggles and funny adventures, and there is still 6 months to do more. For now I guess I'll just have to take it day by day, savoring each moment to its' fullest extent.

I guess it is really true that going on exchange is not a year in your life, but a life in a year. I firmly believe this now, and I will cherish all the amazing times of my exchange with every part of myself.

Enough of all this nostalgia; it's only January! Now I would like to tell you a little about my plans for my remaining months in Denmark.

My friend Sarah (yes, I think I've written about her before) have made a list of things we want to do together before I leave. They are just typical things; like watching certain movies, taking a beach trip in the summer, etc., but I know they will be special because they will be spent with someone who I fully believe is my long lost sister :).

Along with the list, I will be taking a series of lovely trips around Europe! For instance, I will be going on a trip to Spain on my birthday (April 23rd for those of you who don't know) for 4 days with my Spanish class from school. I am really excited! I have wanted to go to Spain for sometime because of it's rich, exotic culture, which makes it seem extremely appealing. Plus, it makes it that much better because it will be on my birthday :)

I will also be going on EuroTour with my Rotary district in Denmark on May 23rd. I believe there will be about 40 exchange students participating, and we will take a bus for 3 weeks all throughout Europe. I know for a fact that this will be one of the most amazing experiences of my life because we are traveling to not only some of the biggest cities in Europe, but the smaller ones as well. I think this is very important because there is often just as much history and culture in the small cities as the big cities, but you could never know that until you visit them. I have included a map of the route we are taking so you can see where we will be visiting.

EuroTour and my trip to Spain aren't for another 4 months or so, so until then I will continue to live happily and blissfully in Denmark :) Until next time!

xoxo fra Danmark

Danish Holidays

Hej,
Min Juleferie i Danmark var meget sjov og hyggelit! Jeg bare slap af, spise, og sover. Det var rigtig fint. Så nu jeg skal fortælle jer alle om min dansk Jule og Nytår! Er du klar? :)

Hi,
My Chirstmas vacation in Denmark was very fun and cozy! I just relaxed, ate, and slept. (Not to mention, enjoyed all the many wonderful Danish traditions). It was really great. So now I will tell you about my Danish Christmas and New Years! Are you ready? :)




To be completely honest, Christmas is probably one of the best times to be in Denmark. The Danes go CRAZY over Christmas. Essentially, Christmas starts in the beginning of October. And since there is no Thanksgiving to kick the holidays off, Christmas sort of just appears out of nowhere… You can see it arrive day by day; the hanging of Christmas lights, the smell of roasting almonds in the street (too bad I'm allergic!) and of course, all the manic Christmas shoppers that fill the store up to the point of exploding. I wouldn't even dare to venture into the city during the arrival of Christmas unless you are fully prepared to nudge your way through crowds of overexcited Danes. I know what you're probably thinking: "Well, that's how Christmas is in America! What's so special?" There are so many things that make a Danish Christmas special and most certainly unique.

Much to my surprise, Santa does not exist in Denmark. :( Yes, you see him in the windows of store shops, and maybe on a few Christmas cards here and there, but that is only because of the English influence that exists in Denmark. It is not a tradition that Santa comes to your house during the night and leaves presents. Instead, they have a Nisse.


Definition of a Nisse: a small, elf like person that wears a red (usually pointed) hat and red pants. A nisse often lives in your attic, and he leaves presents each day for young children until Christmas. As you get older however, the nisse only leaves you 4 presents; one for each Advent Sunday until Christmas.

Since I have never experienced a Danish Christmas before, my nisse was kind enough to leave me a present every day. I got little things like Christmas decorations, candy, and a Christmas cd. Usually my nisse would leave my gifts on the stairs or outside my door. It was a really neat tradition to take part in, because I had never seen anything like it before. My host parents even bought me a Nisse doll, and it would lay there with my presents every time I received a new one.

For one, as much as they all love Christmas, the tree doesn't go up until December 23rd, always. This is because it's a real tree, and most people don't want it to die before Christmas. (On that note, I think I should tell you that I almost gave anyone who asked a heart attack when I told them we have a fake tree for Christmas. It is practically unheard of in Denmark!) Another really strange thing some Danes do is after Christmas (usually on New Years), they take their dying Christmas tree and put it on their neighbors porch or hang it on their flag pole.. Don't ask me why they do this, because frankly I have no idea, and most Danes can't even explain it themselves!

Christmas is celebrated on the evening of the 24th, instead of the morning of the 25th. This year, I woke up to a glorious breakfast of "American Pancakes" on the 24th. We also had a nice lunch, and then went to church for the Christmas service at about 4. The church we went to was something like 800 years old. It was quite small, but beautiful all the same and also packed full of history. After church, we went home, where I helped prepare Christmas dinner. It is tradition to either have duck, often with potatoes, red cabbage, and gravy. Then we had a sort of rice pudding for desert with a cherry sauce on top. This is also VERY Danish! It is made with finely chopped almonds, but there is also one whole almond that is placed somewhere in the bowl. Whoever finds it gets a prize! Since I am allergic to nuts, my host family was kind enough to make me a separate bowl without any. I wasn't able to participate in the "search for the almond" but it was really fun to watch! After dinner, we all gathered together around the Christmas tree. Following the Danish Christmas traditions, we took each others hands and started to dance around the tree in a circle. To add to the festivities, we also sang Danish Christmas carols. Each person in the family was able to pick their favorite, and everyone had to sing it together as we circled the tree. I know hoe crazy this must sound to those of you who are reading this.. When I was first told that everyone does this at Christmas, I honestly thought it was a joke! But after having done it, I can say it was actually pretty fun, and it made me feel like I was a part of the family.

Finally, at about 9:30 P.M, we were able to open the presents! I would like to thank everyone for all the wonderful gifts I got this year. I really wasn't expecting much, but I was pleasantly surprised at how many people thought about me over the holidays. Even a little card wishing me a Merry Christmas was amazing for me. Also, a special thanks to all my host families. They really made me feel apart of each family. Not to mention the well-thought out gifts they gave me. I am so thankful to have 3 amazing families who care about me.


New Years

 New Years in Denmark is not really family orientated. It is usually spent with close friends. Saying that, I am very lucky to have Sarah in my life. She has been there for me since I arrived in Denmark, and I know that she will continue to be. I think it is really nice to have a friend like Sarah because she is Danish, but she has also lived in the USA. That way I can learn more about Danish culture while also having a bit of connection based on the fact we both grew up in America. Not to mention she is just so sweet :)

Anyway! I am getting of task. To start the New Years off right, Sarah invited me to her friends house to have a nice dinner and watch the fireworks. We also watched the Queen's New Years speech on TV; another Danish tradition everyone follows. I was pleasantly surprised at how nice the evening was! The food was great, and so were the people. I couldn't have had a better way to start 2014.

To end this festive post, I have decided to list a few of my New Years resolutions for 2014. They include: 

• Speak only  Danish at home
• Speak more Danish in general
• Appreciate every moment in Denmark
• Keep trying new things 
• KEEP SMILING 
• Try my hardest to get through the hard times
• Be Danish ;)

Well, that's about all for now. I will keep you updated on how my resolutions are going! But just so you know, I am determined to follow through with all of them :)

xoxo fra Danmark

Berlin

Hi all,

It has been a very eventful month… That is why I haven't posted in so long. To cover everything I have been doing in the past month, I have decided to do multiple posts about December in Denmark and my whereabouts.  In this post I'll focus on my trip to Berlin that happened near the beginning of December.

As some of you may know, my second host family took me to Berlin, Germany, for four days. It was a "Piger Tur" which means it was a girls' trip! Only my host mom, my two host sisters and I went. It was a lot of fun! We packed as much as we possibly could into those four days.. I was mentally and physically exhausted, but in the very best kind of way.

We did plenty of site seeing in the four days that we were there. We saw all the major attractions; Brandenburg Castle, the Reichstag, the Holocaust Memorial, the remnants of the Berlin Wall, and a museum called The Story of Berlin. It is almost impossible to describe to you the beauty of Berlin... it is so full of history, and yet there is a new, upbeat feel you get when you walk among the streets. One of the things I found interesting about Berlin was that they had these little golden blocks among the cobble stones outside of some of the older buildings. When you take a closer look, you see that there is writing engraved in the blocks, explaining that there was a Jewish person that lived there. It then  goes on to explain when they were born, when they died, and if they were sent to a concentration camp or not. It was the kind of information one would find intriguing, but at the same time it chills your bones; thinking that you are standing among cobble stone streets that once was marched upon by persecuted people. I felt the same way when walking through the Holocaust Memorial. It is outside, and consists of  large gray slabs that rise out of the ground in all different sizes. It occupies about 250,000 sq. feet just outside of where Hitler's bunker is buried and the Brandenburg Castle. It makes you feel so lost when you walk through the maze... It helps to convey the terror most people felt during that awful time.

Another thing I loved about Berlin was all the street art. The picture below is a good example of how ALL the streets look.. they are covered in posters, graffiti and paint. It was really cool to see, and it made the city less dreary in a way. I also loved all the Christmas decorations. We went to several Christmas markets while we were there, and it was so fun! It really helped me get in the Christmas spirit , even though there was no snow. At one of the markets, we bought Glühwein (gløgg in Danish), which is a spiced wine served warm. It was very "hyggeligt" (cozy) to sit and talk while drinking it.

Apart from all the tremendous history, we also did some shopping. I am proud to say that I have purchased my very first pair of Doc Martens and I am in LOVE. They are the best boots I have ever worn. We also went to a restaurant in Berlin called Unsicht-Bar. It was a really special restaurant because you are forced to participate in 'blind eating'. This is means that you eat in the COMPLETE darkness! At first, you go into this dimly lit modern looking bar area where you can hang your coat and such. Then, you are given a menu and you can choose between 4 kinds of dishes: Poultry, Beef, Vegetarian, or Fish. Once you choose, you are not allowed to know what the dish actually is.. they just give you a riddle for each course. After you have chosen, you get to meet your waiter (all the waiters employed there are blind). Then, you are instructed to all hold hands and then you are taken into a pitch black room. It SOUNDED like a real restaurant; loud chatter, the clanking of forks against plates, and the scraping of chairs being moved. But everything around you was completely black. The waiter shows you to your table, shows you where your fork and knife are, where your glass is and so on. It was the most incredible feeling I've ever experienced. And to tell you the truth, I still don't know what I had for dinner that night (I never quite solved the riddle on the menu), but I know it was some sort of spiced beef.

I am so thankful for all my host families and all the amazing experiences they've shared with me. I am truly blessed to have 3 families that love me, and do all these amazing things for me. Berlin was wonderful, but what it made it something I will never forget was that I got to spend it with my second host family. Trips like that really help you bond, and I can say after being stuck in traffic for a little more than 3 hours, I know my new family pretty well! Thank you to everyone who reads this, and an even bigger thank you to all my families: Charlotte & Jesper, Annemette & Ole, Gitte & Kim, and of course my Mom & Dad. Love you all!

xoxo fra Denmark

P.S. Stay tuned to hear about a Danish Christmas!

Living in a Fairytale

Hello world,

It seems as though my presence has been missed... I have received numerous requests to update my blog so here it is:


Last time I left you with the impression that things were really starting to get good for me. And I am happy to report that that is still VERY much true! It is still so surprising to me how fast this year is going. I see the months change in color; green to yellow, Orange to deep crimson red and now recently a misty frost that leaves me with the feeling that I am in some enchanted fairytale. I think Denmark has a kind of quality that leaves you feeling like you live among make believe creatures.. it must be the gigantic ancient castles and churches. Or possibly the Viking ruins that litter family farms in the country side. Whatever  it is, I have decided that this place is magical, and I am now finding it completely possible to fall in love with a country and its people.

I promised to tell you all about my trip to Sweden... no worries! It was fun. It was a weekend trip; short and sweet. We stayed at my host uncle's house. I have  a few major details about Sweden that I will never forget. For starters, you have to take the ferry from Denmark to Sweden, and to my surprise there really isn't any specific law about gambling.. So if you walk into the gambling area, you can find ten year olds playing on the slot machines. Also, Swedish is a very beautiful language. It's alot like Danish, and the Danes can actually understand Swedish pretty well. But when they speak it's almost like they are singing... Whereas Danish just sounds like you have a potatoe in your mouth and your choking. Anyway, Sweden was lovely and I'm glad I got to experience it.

Another major thing that has happened to me recently is that I switched host families. It was very strange knowing that I would have to start complelty over again; new people, habits & routines, and a new room. It was also a little unnerving knowing I would never live with my first host family again.. I hope they get the chance to read this, because they were so amazing to me. I was blessed to get to know the Pedersen family; they are so kind and they made me feel right at home from the moment I came to Denmark. I miss them, but my new family is equally grand. I'm all settled into my new room as of now, and I LOVE it! But just FYI: having to pack up an entire room is a miserable task. I came to Denmark with two suitcases, and I left my first host family with three times that much.. I don't know how I'll get it all home!








To end this post, I thought I'd tell you about the article I was in for a magazine I. My town in Denmark. A journalist called me a few weeks ago and asked if she could interview me for a spread they were doing for Christmas. She wanted me to make my favorite Christmas dish and tell her about my Christmas traditions from Alaska. I thought it would be a small article and in one of those cheap magazines that you can find next to the flyers at the grocery store. But to my surprise, it was a ful page article with a fairly large size picture of me in the middle. She even included the story I told her about how my first time on the bus here in Denmark was a big ordeal for me (I've written about it in a previous post). And because of the article, all my classmates and friends from school have been messaging and calling me saying "Hey! You're in the magazine!" It's amazing what one magazine can do in a small town like Silkeborg, and I'm so thankful I get to be a part of it!

So Much to Say, So Little Post Space...

Hello all!

I'd like to start off this post by saying that my blog has reached almost 2,000 page views! Thank you to all my wonderful viewers! It's nice to know people actually enjoy reading about my many adventures.

Next, I'd like to apologize for not updating lately... I have been SUPER busy! But I promise I have a lot of exciting stories to tell.. it's been an interesting few weeks!

After the break, Danish students are supposed to pick a "career line", which basically means that they get to choose a career path that they think they might like, and then the school puts them in a class where the subjects match with the career path. This happens to all the first years, and since my school changed their Exchange Student policy last year, I am part of the first years too. All of the Danish students got the classes they wanted, but the previous class I was in became too full, so I was switched to another class. I was pretty upset because I had just started to make friends in my old class, and then I had to start all over again in a new class where I didn't  know anyone. The first couple days were very hard for me, but I had to keep reminding myself that exchange is about challenges, and facing those challenges will make you a more successful person in the future.

 After the first week back at school, I was invited to a Halloween Get Together for all of the Rotary Youth  exchange students in Denmark... it was a blast! My host family was kind enough to take me there by ferry, which is something I've never done before! All the exchange students  stayed at a school in a town called Holbæk, which is just an hour or so outside of Copenhagen. We carved pumpkins, got to explore the town, dressed up in costumes for the big Halloween Dinner, and then we had a Halloween dance where we didn't stop dancing until well past midnight.  It's a wonderful feeling being with other exchange students because  they understand exactly what you're going through, because they are going through it too. I am happy to say that I have over 200 people that I wouldn't  even hesitate to call my family.. afterall, we stick together through everything, and that's what families do, right?

 

 

                                                                               

 

 

 

When I got home from my Rotary weekend, I was invited to go on a class trip on Monday. It was a Hyttetur, which translated means a Cabin Tour. My entire class of 25 was going to bike together in the woods to this cute Little cabin where we would spend the night and do some quality bonding. I was pretty excited about it.. Until I realized how far we would have to bike. It was 9 km ( 6 miles) to the cabin from the school, and we all had to somehow meet up at the school before we left together. Well, the place I am living at right now is a 45 minute bike ride to school (if you are fast). I had to borrow my host sisters' bike, which is a Little too big for me so I was hobbling around trying not to fall off, and I ended up getting myself horribly, horribly lost... I ended up in a totally different town! And of course, I had forgotten my phone so there was no way for me to contact anyone. I finally managed to find my way to school after about an hour and a half, and I was soaked because a very unfriendly semi driver decided to soak me with a puddle. When I pulled up to school, my entire class was waiting for me. They all thought I had slept in, so I had to kindly inform them of my adventures of the morning. After some calculating, I figured out I probably biked close to 22 miles altogether in just one day... Anyway, the cabin retreat was loads of fun. We played different acitvities, cooked dinner together, and even made homemade bread over the fire. It was great for me to bond with my new class, and after that trip I can say I am pretty comfortable with everything at the moment.

 

To end this long post on a good note, I decided that I should inform you all that I had a dream in Danish last night. Yes. IN DANISH! I have been waiting for this moment ever since I stepped off the plane in Billund, Denmark. After talking to countless past exchange students, I am well aware that the first dream you have in your host language is very special because it marks a point where you are finally able to somewhat understand what people are saying to you.

 

 

I hope all of you get the chance to dream in Danish one day :)

 

 

P.S: I am going to Sweden to vist my host dad's brother this weekend.. stay tuned for posts and pictures about my trip!

 

 

xoxo fra Danmark